D ~ Double Trouble

Let me tell you something about Jude.

He is a few inches taller than me, and has curly and usually untidy hair. His lean body frame and smooth skin is similar to Justin Bieber's. He's got chinky eyes and an extremely cute smile which can make any girl blush. He looks like the carbon copy of Gong Yoo, a Korean actor from Coffee Prince; you can Google it if you are clueless. However, the best part about Jude is the thing between his legs; one would really like to have a party there. He has a thick and smooth 7-incher that slants a bit to the left. I think that his cock sucked every fat from his body for itself to grow like that. All in all, I can definitely say that he is one big box of treats; he's got the complete package.

I consider him the one I am closest to, since he is only 5 months older and we were almost inseparable, until he migrated to San Diego 4 years ago. We often shared toys and porn CDs, played video games, fought each other, backed up each other during our own fights, bathed together, and had sleepovers. We were partners in crime, 2 troublemakers on the loose. We were so close that we've done more than what is appropriate. We did our best not to get caught, planning our every move and being very discreet.

We had the habit of getting on top of another, the top humping the bottom. We do it during baths, our bodies lathered with soap, writhing on the bathroom floor, or also during nights, covered in sheets, making the bed creak with every movement. We were doing these even though we're still uncircumcised. The sensations brought by the friction of our bodies with one another gave us pleasure; once we are fed up, we stop.

After we're finally free from our foreskins, we took it to the next level with an addition: blowjobs. I am not an amateur anymore when it comes to sucking dicks, particularly a big one, so I was able to manage Jude's with ease. He, on the hand, is a virgin of oral; it was only after a couple of times when he got the hang of it. We don't dump our load in each other's mouth though; we know the taste is awful.

When we can already cum, we would just masturbate side by side or in front of each other. Sometimes, we do this position wherein we sit facing each other, legs widely spread, our cocks touching. Then, one of us will jerk both our cocks simultaneously using one hand. I'm telling you, this is one of my favorite sexual positions; it took me to places in heaven I never expected. The sensation of another rock-hard cock pressed into yours, especially when you are both cumming at exactly the same time, is an eye-rolling, sweat-producing, breath-taking, moan-inducing, and body-trembling goodness. Now that's a lot of adjectives in one sentence! *wink* When we do this, I usually imagine we are both fucking (yeah baby, double penetration!) another cousin of mine who I have a huge crush on. In my mind, this other cousin sits on our dicks, slides them up his ass, then pumps away like a cowboy riding 2 horses simultaneously. Doing this helps me achieve paradise faster than the speed of light.

Yes, I am that kinky! Hahaha. Wait, I am already losing track... Sorry about that. So let's go back to Jude, shall we?

When my family started living in the province, he spent one summer vacation with us. I don't know about him, but imagine my delight because of that. 60 days of fun! Those 2 months were one of the best summers I had. Now don't judge me quickly, I am not talking about the sex alone, but rather the bonding and the different activities we had.  I find rural life boring, you know, so having my dearest cousin with me made the days tolerable and enjoyable.

Also, you must be wondering if we ever fucked. Unfortunately, no. I can't take a dick like his; I am not a bottom. I tried penetrating him once though. I've managed to completely slid my dick inside his lubricated tight hole, but he was so much in pain after a few thrusts that we decided to abandon the deed. After that incident, we just stuck to our usual routine. If I had known early on the steps of how to break a virgin ass into enjoying anal sex, I would have fucked him in every position I can think of. Instead, I just gratified myself with having a bite of his bubble butt. *rawr*

We never kissed though, even once, in spite of all we've already done. Our lips and tongues never touched any other body part aside from our dicks. I don't know, it just felt unnecessary and unnatural for us to do that. I would've rimmed him though, if I only learned it sooner. I'm sure it would be weird for him at first, but I'm more certain he would really enjoy it. It would be ecstatic to hear him moan like there's no tomorrow. *evil grin* Fortunately, we never developed deeper feelings for each other; we're only interested in the sexual pleasure it brings. Similar to fuck buddies sans the fucking.

All of these ended altogether when we've reached 3rd year in high school. There were no discussions regarding it. 'Twas like we just flipped a switch and all was turned off. Maybe we got tired of it and became uninterested, or maybe we realized that everything was very inappropriate. Well, I am leaning towards the first, since it never crossed my mind that it was improper. *smirk* Nonetheless, nothing much changed afterwards. He even lived with us for a year, occupying the top of my double deck bed, but nothing incestuous ever happened again. Urban life made him very irresponsible that he repeated a level in high school. Leading to his parents decision that it was better if he studied in our province, supervised by my mother. I was already a college freshman during that time.

Jude and I fooled around atop the cliffs of sexual pleasure, but I was the only one who fell over into the sea of homosexuality. On the other hand, he retreated back into the forest of heterosexuals. Unfortunately, we never meet again on those cliffs.

He had several girlfriends before he left for the States. We are always supportive of one another. He would often tell me matters about his current relationship, both the good and the bad. He even shares details of his sex life, like the number of rounds and the positions. And I would actively listen, like what any straight buddy does. We usually do this with a bottle of beer in our hands, or shots of tequila.

Now living independently and working as a caregiver, he is pretty much the same Jude I grew up with, although he gained some weight and developed his physique, so he's gotten much more irresistible. Since he's in a different continent now, we converse only thru Facebook and Skype. I often gawk at him during video calls. *teehee*

God, I really miss him.