Wednesday, July 31, 2013

A ~ Anatomy & Physiology

Before I can start telling you my history and unusual erotic stories, I would like to initially discuss my current self.

I am now living for 23 years. I come from an average family with me being the eldest to my 3 male siblings; I have a conservative paternal side and an open-minded maternal side. I am a graduate of a profession which is oversupplied since I started college, therefore I can't practice it the way I want to.

Oh, and I'm gay.

I was so much inside the closet before; so frightened to be exposed in the discriminating gaze of closed-minded heterosexuals. So afraid of rejection from family and potential friends. I even categorized myself as a bisexual before, for God's sakes! I have yet to admit back then that I will never be as straight as a meter stick (or a ruler if you prefer that).

And then certain events happened.

I slightly opened my closet and asked a few important people to take a peek inside; to see the real me. Because I am tired of hiding myself, exhausted of knowing alone my true identity. Because I know they would understand somehow, if not accept it whole.

That's when I felt lighter and happier; to be understood and not feel alone anymore.

I discarded my future dreams of having my own family, like what the society tells straight people the normal thing to do. But I never closed my mind about having children of my own. Yes, I am still dreaming of having some. I just don't know yet how. A dilemma I am saving at the back of my mind for later pondering; when I can finally face it in a serious and mature manner.

I have my share of good and bad romantic stories, of hot and not-so-hot (and some downright better forgotten) erotic experiences. I have done both dark and pious acts, as well as some humiliating and proud moments. With the help of significant others, I already achieved maturity in my views towards religion, homosexual relationships, same-sex marriage, the different kinds of gays, and so much more. But I know that I still haven't reached about half of what life has to offer.

All of these of which I am going to share for your enjoyment.

So kindly hold on; it's a bumpy ride.


First of all, the events that will be told here are all true. They did happen.

Next, you should understand that I am what I am now because of them, as much as everyone is who they are now thanks to what happened before in their past ~ including you.

Now, I am not going to begin this blog with an introduction full of cliches, so I'm going to cut this short.

If you don't like what you see, feel free to leave.

For those who stick around, I hope I can keep you interested and entertained.


Allow me to start this blog with an excerpt from Max Ehrmann's Desiderata:

"Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story."

And with that, I begin my life's alphabet.
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