A ~ Anatomy & Physiology

Before I can start telling you my history and unusual erotic stories, I would like to initially discuss my current self.

I am now living for 23 years. I come from an average family with me being the eldest to my 3 male siblings; I have a conservative paternal side and an open-minded maternal side. I am a graduate of a profession which is oversupplied since I started college, therefore I can't practice it the way I want to.

Oh, and I'm gay.

I was so much inside the closet before; so frightened to be exposed in the discriminating gaze of closed-minded heterosexuals. So afraid of rejection from family and potential friends. I even categorized myself as a bisexual before, for God's sakes! I have yet to admit back then that I will never be as straight as a meter stick (or a ruler if you prefer that).

And then certain events happened.

I slightly opened my closet and asked a few important people to take a peek inside; to see the real me. Because I am tired of hiding myself, exhausted of knowing alone my true identity. Because I know they would understand somehow, if not accept it whole.

That's when I felt lighter and happier; to be understood and not feel alone anymore.

I discarded my future dreams of having my own family, like what the society tells straight people the normal thing to do. But I never closed my mind about having children of my own. Yes, I am still dreaming of having some. I just don't know yet how. A dilemma I am saving at the back of my mind for later pondering; when I can finally face it in a serious and mature manner.

I have my share of good and bad romantic stories, of hot and not-so-hot (and some downright better forgotten) erotic experiences. I have done both dark and pious acts, as well as some humiliating and proud moments. With the help of significant others, I already achieved maturity in my views towards religion, homosexual relationships, same-sex marriage, the different kinds of gays, and so much more. But I know that I still haven't reached about half of what life has to offer.

All of these of which I am going to share for your enjoyment.

So kindly hold on; it's a bumpy ride.