FOREWORD ~ THIS BLOG CONTAINS HOMOSEXUAL STORIES WITH EXPLICIT LANGUAGE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

A ~ Anatomy & Physiology

Before I can start telling you my history and unusual erotic stories, I would like to initially discuss my current self.

I am now living for 23 years. I come from an average family with me being the eldest to my 3 male siblings; I have a conservative paternal side and an open-minded maternal side. I am a graduate of a profession which is oversupplied since I started college, therefore I can't practice it the way I want to.

Oh, and I'm gay.

I was so much inside the closet before; so frightened to be exposed in the discriminating gaze of closed-minded heterosexuals. So afraid of rejection from family and potential friends. I even categorized myself as a bisexual before, for God's sakes! I have yet to admit back then that I will never be as straight as a meter stick (or a ruler if you prefer that).

And then certain events happened.

I slightly opened my closet and asked a few important people to take a peek inside; to see the real me. Because I am tired of hiding myself, exhausted of knowing alone my true identity. Because I know they would understand somehow, if not accept it whole.

That's when I felt lighter and happier; to be understood and not feel alone anymore.

I discarded my future dreams of having my own family, like what the society tells straight people the normal thing to do. But I never closed my mind about having children of my own. Yes, I am still dreaming of having some. I just don't know yet how. A dilemma I am saving at the back of my mind for later pondering; when I can finally face it in a serious and mature manner.

I have my share of good and bad romantic stories, of hot and not-so-hot (and some downright better forgotten) erotic experiences. I have done both dark and pious acts, as well as some humiliating and proud moments. With the help of significant others, I already achieved maturity in my views towards religion, homosexual relationships, same-sex marriage, the different kinds of gays, and so much more. But I know that I still haven't reached about half of what life has to offer.

All of these of which I am going to share for your enjoyment.

So kindly hold on; it's a bumpy ride.

29 comments:

  1. A bumpy roller coaster ride. At least you have reeached maturity in some aspects of your sexuality. I am, on the other hand, still on my way.

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    1. Just hold on. Keep in mind the bumps you encounter, so that you will be able to manage the next ride better. :)

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  2. Apir! Nasa letter C na ako feeling ko we are kindred spirits! hahahaha

    We share the same profession as well. Let's see how many of your stories I could relate to.

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    1. Thanks! I am sure madami din kagaya ko na nakaranas ng mga ganito. :)

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    2. Same here. Same profession

      Nakikiepal lang. Hehe

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  3. You're now starting to ignite my curiosity. I back read your blog starting from the latest up to the first post and yes, again... I'm curious. Just don't tell me that curiosity killed the cat. Hehe!

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    1. Thank you. I hope I can keep you curious until the last letter. ;)

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  4. Wow, you can really write. I don't usually read English blogs but I can tell I'll be here and I'll stick around... Yeah!

    Hindi masakit sa mata at sa ulo intindihin ang writing style mo. Easy read... Astig!

    I won't ask questions re this post. You may not want to share more info about yourself.

    I find you interesting... Hmmnnn... Walang malisya ha...hehehe

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    1. Maraming salamat! Yung ibang future posts, maybe I will write in Tagalog, depende sa laman at takbo ng story. :)

      Sobrang nakakaaliw yung blog mo. Mukhang mag-babackread ako mula umpisa. After Mcvie's blog, may bago na ko tatambayan. *hehe*

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    2. eh sabi mo ayaw mo sa politics eh...aries dn aq...just saying...

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    3. Parehas pala tayo ng mga kapalaran sa horoscope araw araw. *hehe*

      Reading writings about our government's failures, liabilities and shortcomings is something I enjoy. Fault-finder lang eh no? To rephrase it: I love it when I have something to hate about politics.

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    4. ooohhh... I see... so you don't really hate politics noh?

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    5. Let's just say na I'm already tired of hating it. :)

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  5. sounds cool. hehe
    blog hopping!

    hoping to start a new reading relationship with you. lol

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  6. Thank you for including my link on your blog roll :)

    And sa wakas may new blog to follow nako, its been a while

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  7. So this is just the start, eh. I'm sorry if I read your Z first. :)
    Nice start.

    Love and respect. :)

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  8. Im glad I met someone in the medical field in the blogosphere :)
    I started backreading your posts and wondered what was the whole commotion regarding the alphabet so this is what they meant ah! ;) I cant wait to finish reading the story of your alphabet. By looking at this post im pretty sure its gonna be one hell of an adventure for me to read!

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    1. Sana mag-enjoy ka Simon. Maraming salamat for your time! :)

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    2. Are you in the medical field?
      Oh and how will we be able to get in touch personally?

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    3. Yep, I'm a nurse.
      You may add me on Facebook. Just search my name there. ;)

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  9. A ~ alter ego mo ba tong blog mo? ang dami ko pa palang malalaman sayo bukod sa mga nalaman ko sayo personally.

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